Dec 30 2008
Smooth Talker and Different Feelings
Smooth Talker came in today. Of course I wasn’t expecting him, because the weather outside is so cold and I figured they’d be done by now working on whatever roof they are working on.
As soon as I saw him get out of his truck with his crew, I was like ‘God, no’, but there was nowhere to go because it was just me and the woman I work with.
So he gets his stuff and comes up to me all smiles. And this time, I treated him like a normal customer. He still proceeded to ask me if I lost his phone number, to which I replied that the phone works both ways, and he just smiled and laughed.
So his buddy comes up next to him, and he tells his buddy about how much I must hate him, because I’ll go out with him, then disappear, then go out with him, then disappear. I just rolled my eyes and told him to have a nice day. After lingering for a bit, he left.
But I had mixed emotions after he left.
First, I was happy to see that I don’t want to be around him anymore - I guess the fact that he ’scams’ girls on Craigslist turned me off.
Second, I was angry after he left because I just don’t want to see him in there anymore. I just want him to go away. Everything’s done and over with, I don’t want to be around him.
So that kind of ruined my whole day, so I rushed home to finish reading Twilight, and fell into Edward-land, which got my mind off of things.
I guess I can say I’m making progress - because before when he came in I couldn’t resist him, and now I guess I’m repulsed by him.
Yay for me? 
