Feb 17 2009
Hesitating To Go On A Date
Well, I’ve been so busy this past week it looks like I’ve forgotten to update. 
My parents are out of town, so I’m watching the store and having to deal with employees that don’t want to show up for work. PLUS, I’ve been super-busy working on my book, so I’m happy I’m making progress, but I’m exhausted.
A few weeks ago, I wrote about one of the customers that wanted to set me up with her brother. We met once, when he stopped into my work, and after that he’s been text messaging me, wanting to go out.
Today he asked if I was free this week to go out, and I wrote back saying that I hoped he didn’t hate me, but that I’d have to push it back to next week because I’m so busy. And also that I’d understand if he didn’t want to go out. (This was the second time I’ve pushed our date back, so I figured he’d give up or get annoyed.)
He wrote back saying That’s fine, he’s very easy going and we can go out whenever I have time. I thought that was pretty cool, and I want to go out with him, but I’m just super busy right now that I really don’t want to go on a date or anything.
I’m content going out with a few certain friends, but other than that, I don’t want to do anything else. Maybe it’s because I’m busy with this book, or maybe because I’m just tired of things never working out with anyone and just don’t care to start something with someone new.
Whatever it is, I’ll probably go out with him next week sometime, even though I’ll have to force myself. Only because I want to stay in my routine right now and because it’s winter and cold.
